One of my typically loquacious AAR's is a bit overdue for the latest AFHF class. I've been slammed at work and I'm trying to type as little as possible because my right arm is dying, so I've had to type it up a little at a time.
...so on to the AAR.
TD1 --
...began with a relatively brief lecture about what we were doing and then some accuracy assessments to get a read on more or less where we were. We were instructed to shoot the best groups we possibly could, which, of course, I did not do. I started off in fine form by shooting a group that was WAY too fast. Why? Beats the hell out of me.
Doing something stupid and then wondering why I did it would be a recurring theme in this course. I did manage to follow basic instructions for the rest of the accuracy assessments.
We then moved on to the very first run at the FAST drill, my first time actually shooting the drill. It wasn't pretty.
My whole motivation for taking this class was to try and build my skill with a handgun. I felt that while my accuracy was OK, I had a lot of room to improve my weapon manipulations and shooting speed without sacrificing acceptable accuracy. I've been able to shoot either very accurately or very fast...never both. I have developed a certain shooting rhythm that is comfortable for me, but I know it isn't my best level of performance.
After my recent trip to Blackwater/US Training Center I was keenly aware of where the major holes in my game were:
1. Draw: You can time my draw with a sun dial. It's horrifically slow and it's all kinds of messed up because in my early instruction the draw was never really broken down...so what I have hard wired is inefficient and frankly incorrect. This was all made worse by the tendonitis in my right arm that made clearing the holster a real challenge. I couldn't really move my arm very fast and at certain angles I couldn't muster much grip strength. I was having the same issue at BW. At best my draw times from an open holster with no concealment were in the 1.50 second and over range there....which is a DISMAL time for that type of carry gear.
2. Press out: Technically I guess you could call this a part of the draw, but it is an area I've always struggled with. Being able to see the sights as I'm pressing the weapon out at speed is something I've never been able to do consistently.
3. Grip: My grip is indescribably fouled up. The strong hand part is fine...but the support hand is...well...see for yourself:
This, of course, results in more muzzle flip, which makes it harder to see the front sight, which makes it more difficult to shoot at speed.
4. Sights: Those bumpy things on top of the slide tell you where your bullets are going to go...yet for some reason when I am shooting "fast" I don't actually pay attention to them. That's bitten me in the rump more times than I care to think about. More than once on the BW range my fellow students and instructors heard me actually talking to myself. I'd miss a couple of shots and then start yelling at myself...
Use...BANG...the %#$%!...BANG...sights, you...BANG...stupid ^@&*#!...BANG
Your bullets are going to go where the sights are regardless of how hard you stare at the place on the target where you want them to go.
5. Reloads: ...could also be timed with a sun dial. Todd gave me a tip about this when he saw me shoot the 1 reload 1 drill when I stopped by to spy on their class at BW. I improved them a bit based on his feedback, but they still had lots of room for improvement.
When you combine all five of those factors on a drill like the FAST, the end result is some pretty lousy times. I don't remember what my first run on the FAST was (and I don't CARE to remember, either) but suffice it to say "ugly" would be an accurate description. I knew it was going to be pretty bad, but the right arm going Tango Uniform on me made it uglier than I was expecting.
The ugliness would not improve much throughout the course. I believe all 4 runs I did on the FAST were pretty consistently sucky, partially because of the arm, and partially because I kept trying to jedi-mind-trick the bullets into hitting the 3x5 card rather than using the sights.
During TD1 we shot a number of drills, including the
http://pistol-training.com/drills/circle-drillwhich could be very useful if you do it right. I don't think I did it right once during the course. The goal is to help you learn to push your speed by shooting at a very relaxed pace, then a slightly uncomfortable pace, and then a yet faster pace to help you learn to see what you need to see on the sights and do what you need to do on the trigger to get faster. I shot it at the relaxed pace, and then my comfortable pace, and then at either a slightly faster (but still comfortable pace) or the completely out of control crazed-monkey-with-a-hammer pace.
The round count for day 1 was pretty steep. Then we closed up shop and headed to dinner...which was an experience.
TD2 --
Day 2 was designed to build on the lessons learned on TD1, adding the complexities of shooting with one hand (strong and weak handed) and shooting on the move.
I'm one of those guys who is so right handed that if you cut it off I probably wouldn't be able to dress myself in the morning....and yet when it came time to shoot the weak handed stuff on the various drills, I was friggin' giddy because my right arm was sucking so bad.
Early on TD2 we shot the
http://pistol-training.com/drills/dot-torture test. This was my first time on Dot Torture and I managed a 50 out of 50 score. It was run at the 3 yard line as a pure accuracy drill (no time limit) so my brain didn't think I had to shoot "fast". I was concentrating on the fundamentals and making acceptable shots. Frankly I thought at 3 yards the drill was super easy. It's one I'm definitely going to try again at longer ranges to see where it really begins to bite me.
We did a neat little hand-switching drill on 3x5 cards which I managed to suck the least on, pulling 7 hits on the 3x5 card in the 10 seconds allotted for the drill. I followed this up by sucking the MOST on the same drill shot at the 8" circle later on in the day, largely because, again, bullets are not magnetically attracted to the place you are staring at on the target.
We then began to cover shooting on the move. When shooting on the move I reverted to my comfort zone and Todd pointed out that I was shooting at the same basic cadence whether I was 10 feet or 15 yards away from the target. My hits were all there, but I was missing the point of the drills we were running.
After Todd mentioned my shooting cadence I began to mentally replay my entire last string of fire and it dawned on me that I was unconsciously looking for the perfect bullseye sight picture for every shot at every distance. I've done sight deviation drills aplenty and I've heard countless lectures from top quality instructors about acceptable sight picture, but I wasn't actually
DOING any of it when I was shooting. This was yet another unwelcome mental block. So when I shoot I'm either looking for a perfect bullseye sight picture or I'm completely ignoring the sights and trying to use the Force to guide the bullets into the target.
I know both of these things are wrong...and yet I keep doing them over and over and over and over and over again...the bullseye thing without even realizing it.
What.
The.
&$%!@^.
After TD2 had officially ended some of us were still on the range shooting an IDPA type stage that Todd set up. The first run was fairly conventional. The second was dealing with whatever evil restrictions Todd could think up. I had to shoot the drill left handed only. I was faster and more accurate on the actual shooting portion left handed only than I had been with both hands on the same drill a few minutes earlier. The difference? I wasn't looking for a bullseye perfect sight picture for every shot, but I
was looking at the sights. This was, of course, purely accidental. I was doing something uncomfortable and apparently that's my brain's cue to stop shooting "fast" and actually pay attention to the sights.
I took the course mainly to diagnose where I was messed up and to figure out how to correct it. As an instructor, Todd is good at pinpointing where you are doing things wrong and he has some good suggestions on how you can go about correcting the problem. This is exceptionally valuable, as there are a lot of instructors out there who are not very good at diagnosing where a student is having issues and offering correction. Even though I had some ideas about areas of weakness going into the course, Todd pointed out some issues I hadn't even considered.
If you're trying to improve your skill with a handgun, this is an excellent course to do that. You'll learn where you are deficient and how to go about correcting the deficiencies.
On the way home from the course I was reviewing the instruction, the drills, and my performance and I came to an unpleasant conclusion: I have to start over. I have a bad tendency to shoot on autopilot, especially when I think I'm supposed to shoot "fast"....the trouble is that a lot of what I've programmed into my autopilot is wrong, and that results in poor performance. To get any better I have to stop and break down every manipulation and reprogram myself with correct muscle memory. I have to do some dedicated practice with sight deviation to learn what I truly need to see to make shots under various time/distance/target constraints. I need to reprogram my hands to naturally assume a proper grip instead of a grip that just looks close to the right one.
While the prospect of going back to square 1 isn't a pleasant one, it's the only way I can see to make any real improvement in my skill level.
You don't walk away from just any course with the belief that you need to start over.